Hello my fellow deviant friends, I know I have been abusing you like saying I'm going to post a bunch and then drop off the face of the earth.
Let's see if I can summarize what my life has been like these last few months...
What's going on with relationships:
I broke it off with my girlfriend, no need for condolences, just some things came up and I realized what my feelings really were. I have come to the conclusion that my personal bi-sexuality is physical and sexual attraction, and it would have to take a very special and specific female for me to really fall in love with. I have also realized that it's too much damn work to try and hold 2 relationships up.
I will be shooting again with the amazing GrummenCat soon, so look for his updates as well as mine.
What's going on with school:
My first test I got an 83%, not bad, but I was hoping for higher. My second test I aced with a 94%!
What's going on with work:
I've been out of dancing for a while, and I have recently been sending in my resume to many people in town.
One day I did a resume binge and ended up landing 3 interview's in one day, and 1 the next day. I got jerked around by a few places, once minute they are acting like I'm hired, and the next, they don't. One job called, an Animal Hospital right down the road. I jumped on a bus and walked an extra .5 miles in the heat to get there, and was so excited to have the opportunity. Just now, I got a call back from them, and they want me to come in tomorrow for a working interview, where I get to hang out and see what working there is like, and it gives them a chance to see if I would fit in with them.
Today, at this moment, I am happier than I was when I was getting floods of interview calls.
I want this job so bad, I want to be in the animal field, and that's why I'm focusing on it really hard.
Also, on another very positive note, my boyfriend's daughter asked me if it was all right for her to call me her step mom.
I told her of course it was okay, I've always wanted my own family, and now I have it.
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